I wanted to say something, but i stopped.
Cause i know it will be weird. So i hesitated for a long time and i didn't say it out.
Cause i know it wouldn't be the same.
Cause i know it will be disturbing.
Cause i know i won't get the answer i wanted.
Nevermind, it's alright. I just got to keep everything inside for months and everything will be forgotten. *i hope so*
These few days, i look at the com and i can just cry out. ANYTIME. My tears just flow out so easily.
What happened to me? I"m not the same anymore.
I think only i understand myself the best and the most.
I just find that i'm stupid. Real stupid. All starts from me.
HUIHUI
