it make me feel DISGUSTED.
it just make me move back even more.
it's not as if i wanted to think of it. cause is my brain. but somehow the impact U** gave is just huge that it can never be forgotten.
not tt easy.
THOUGH IT HAD BEEN LONG.
when u tried it, u will know how i feel.
but i wun be tt stupid and make it happen.
it just insulting myself.
so ya.
but somehow i think it's not entirely ur fault.
it's OURS..
but it's still so difficult.
bygond be bygond.
it's so easy to say.
but who can really do it.
we r HUMAN.
not ROBOTS.
and human is human.
we got feelings and a brain.
MAYB TIME HEALS.
WAITING FOR THE TIME TO PASS.
WAITING~
BUT HOW LONG...
i ain't got the time to
suffer under this stupid thing...
i'm scare of getting into one again.
i hold no hope,
no trust in it again.
not anybody fault.
but MINE.
purely MINE.
HUIHUI
